Hate to wait....

Waitin for something that is nowhere under your control is the worst thing on earth.It has been a week almost since I took up the interview.I haven't heard from them yet.Nor has anybody else for that matter.Hope it comes soon and comes good.She has put up a restriction on me calling her.I'm supposed to call her only once in a week.She thinks it'll make me feel better.But the fact of the matter is,it is killing me on the inside.Big time.I don't feel much when I'm with my friends.But once I'm alone....Once I start lookin at the mirror....A sharp pain starts peeking inside..I hav been crying almost everyday since we stopped speaking...I fight a temptation of calling her almost every minute..Not cuz i don't wanna speak to her..But cuz I can never restrain from doing things my princess asks me to...It aches..It really does...I wish i could atleast hear her voice even if not speak to her...But she doesn't want me to call her...And i wouldn't...My dream of workin at Infy(Hyd) seems to be taking a beating everyday..But I know that I'm just a mail away from gettin all that I ever wanted...Guess she'll come up with some restriction if i get there...It'll be like,U shud c me only once in a week or something..Hope she doesn't do that..Cuz i know how cursed I hav been feeling over these past four days...Can't wait for thursday to come so I could call her..Dying to hear her speak...She has got a test tomo...Hope she does well...She will for sure...But as far as I'm concerned,my plan for tomorrow wud b just to wake up and start checkin my mail..Haven't got nethin more to do...Nothin that interests me...Wish I could atleast hav a peek at her for a second...Jus to make sure my princess is great...Hope the divine forces above gimme that job at HYD...I'd be so very greatful...I always will keep lovin her..Even if she wants me outta her life..She's too sweet for me to quit...Love her...But this wait is just too much to handle....Wish v cud speak...