Can't see the point in life...

I just can't see the point in life anymore..She gotta call up for work..Will be leavin in a fortnight..I always knew this day would come..But i never knew i'd feel this bad..Hope she comes back soon..Life can't get worse i guess..The mere thought that i'll have to wake up everytime I sleep gives me nightmares..Life doesn't hav anythin to offer me anymore..I hav lost interest in almost everything i do...Cellphones,Plasma TVs and Food,don't mean anythin to me anymore..Almost walkin lifeless..Every breath is becomin a burden..I feel totally helpless and left alone..She doesn't want me to cal her a doughnut anymore..So i wouldn't be referring to her that way here on...Got a couple of xams to go..Hope this doesn't affect my preparation...I demand so little from life,and i'm devoid of even that..Don't i deserve anything in life..I jus wanna stay near her..Somewhere in the corner of her eye..From where I can see her laugh and havin loads of fun...But looks like god thinks that i don't deserve even that bit..I don't remember when was the last minute I didn't think of her...Nor do i want to...I know i don't matter much to her..But I jus wanna cry in her arms and breath my last..Don't i deserve even this...