Fisrt up

I hav created this blog jus to hav an outlet to my emotions...This is xtremely personal...So stop readin it if u r Unharish...To start things right away...I'm in love with a girl...she is a very good friend of mine..But I can't let go of her..I love her far too much to jus treat her as a friend..I very recently told her bout my feelings for her...She laughed...It hurt...It still hurts...But i love her more than she could ever fathom..She wants me to come out of it, as if its a cake walk....Little does she know how much it is killin me on the inside...I still hav very strong feelings for her...But then,I jus hope she atleast understands the way i feel bout her...I made her feel bad today...Prank backfired...She is stil upset...Hopefully i set things right soon..Can't think of nethin else other than her...Love her...More than i love myself...wil post more soon...