Lifeless....

One of the darkest hours of my life...The girl i'd started livin in my dreams with,left today...I still can't forget those eyes that stared into mine at the corridor...Wish i could hold her right there and never let her go...Those steps I took away from her right then were the heaviest of my life...I walked away...Banged my fist on a nearby vehicle...It didn't hurt...I was already hurt enough for my fist to ache..Tried persuadin her to let me come to the station..but she wouldn't let me..So i gave in as usual..But every inch of my body wanted to be there...Was at the gym at the time..Surrounded by mirrors..Portrayin a huge loser...I could see the life ooze outta my body,on a smokin train..Headed towards Hyderabad...Little does she know that this distance,though it aches..Isn't gonna affect my love for her one bit...She'll always remain the goddess i love...and wanted to live with...She is goin with her parents..Will be stayin in some hotel for a week i suppose...Hope she gets a safe accomodation..July 2nd couldn't have come at a better time for me...Dunno how i'd hav been if i hadn't got that mail from infy...Not that it'll definitely gimme a job...But atleast it'll gimme a chance to have a shot at the life i've dreamt about..Gonna start workin for it from tomo..Will try to solve the puzzles upside down...Not that Infy is the only company on earth...But cuz Infy Hyd is the place i wanna be...Cuz my goddess is gonna roam about there for a while now...Hope she gets in touch tomo...thats all til then...already feelin like an empty bottle....