Gettin Closer...

As the D day gets closer..I hav started feelin the pinch..The preparation so far has been good,even if not great...The whole thing is so unpredictable that I can harldy be satisfied with the amount of puzzles I've solved...She called me up today...For the first time since she'd left..Gosh..It was such a nice feelin to answer her call..Even though I didn't know it was she who was callin..I could make it out before she uttered a word...She has been having quite a tough time there...Has been fillin up forms for an eternity now...Pity her...Wish I could help..Her trg is most likely to start from tomorrow..Hope it isn't too boring...Cuz this time around there wouldn't be any guy to say somethin from the last bench and make her giggle(or get her caught)...As much as I dream about how good life might get if i get this job...The converse is makin me feel real sick at times..but then all i can do for now is keep my fingers crossed and hope I'm served some easy puzzles come sunday...It'll be great if she can call me up or atleast msg me before the xam..It'll make me feel real nice..But then again..I'm not goin to ask her to...Its purely upto her...And before i quit..Jus one more thing...I love her..Whether she likes it or not...Whether she loves me or not...I'll still keep lovin her...I'm addicted to her...I don't wanna stop it...Can't either...Wish all goes well for her there...Don't want her to miss nethin...Take care darlin...